Right now, I don't know if I did the right thing. Automatically, I think that my mind had buried the memories that I had with you. I am not sure if it's like that, sometimes when I think about you, it makes me cry & misses you so much but sometimes, I got mad and it doesn't really hurt me; like made me think I make the right choice to leave you. Is it how forgetting a person feels? How? I feel like sharing with my other best friend but I did not have the time. I made myself busy all the time with work. Work seems to cure my heart pain for a mean while. When I start looking back, at my life, did I do the right thing or even try to reflect things badly; I will start to have teary eyes. Why so? Am I depressed? I don't at all; in fact sometimes I do smile *not sure if it's fake or not*. Just listen to Big Bang songs to make myself have a better mood then :)