I don't know if I can go on like that. Missing you & having you involve in my life is the biggest decision ever. I can't even help but keep thinking back about our past. Is that what I want again? Repeating the same whole thing again? Or just let it go? I had already moved on; or actually I didn't? Why do I feel so worry about? I don't know how it will be but I just hope I have a clear cut answer   >.<