It's ok to be treated like a fool once. NOT TWICE! Please be alert. Sometimes, I don't like going out with people I used to be going out everyday anymore. It's like I do not have anymore friends. You know that kind of feelings. I just want to go out when I feel like it or when people do need me. Not when you re bored or no friends to hang out. You are just taking me for granted, you see. You don't have to pay ANY SINGLE CENTS when you are with me. I know, I know pretty well that you don't think you are like that, hmpf. But please rewind your memories, out of 10 meals, how many times did I pay? I'm not being calculative you see, you are just like hanging out with me because you think I would pay for everything, LIKE I MUST PAY FOR EVERYTHING. It's ok. Fine, I don't mind but heck, I had to save my money as well. Drinking with you every single week is fine, but I had to pay like few hundred every week, I'm out of the game. It's enough. I had enough. It's ok if you think I'm being lc or anything because every time you asked me to go out, I will either be busy or reject cuz I'm having something else to do which is pretty true, I did not lie. I do have my job to do. I don't just finish by 6pm and get home and sleep or do whatever I need to do. Come on, our job scope is different, I had to like shift stocks, count stocks, copy serial numbers, doing office work, accounts, invoices and everything I had to handle. Yes, I do have colleagues to help me BUT HECK, I DO THAT EVERYTHING ALONE! Sometimes it reaches until 10pm! Of course I'm tired and I had to sleep and rest cuz they next day, I had to go work too. You had weekend rest, I DON'T! Mark that! I'm not like you. Please be understanding. Do not come to my face and tell me I'm being lc or being whatsoever you want to say. I need to have my family time too. You angry or not, it's your business. You do not want to reply me or what, it's your problem. I can't tolerate you anymore. I don't want to please people anymore. I'm living my life and I only want to make myself happy. Call me selfish, I don't care cuz I'm happy like that. For almost few years, I'm being hurt to make someone else happy, what for? In the end, I got nothing but being blame. So no more shits! Thank you.