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Been wondering how are you lately. Been wondering are you doing fine lately. This time I had no more tears when I mentioned about you in my mind. I'm lucky that I had all my friends staying beside me all the time even though I had neglected them for long. I'm so so so thankful. I realize that I had many other friends who care for me when you don't. I shouldn't shut them out of my life because of one person. I miss the happy me and I think I will get back to myself any time soon. Being with them, would sometimes remind me of you. Or the happy times when you are still here with us. It's ok, it's ok. People changes, surrounding changes. We shall accept it with bigger heart. No one would want this happen but it still happen anyway. We all know it very sure that it won't go back to how it was. We all know that for sure. Watched the ff7, with tears we all know things would be different now. We may not go back to how it was, we should also move on like the fast family. No matter what, the memories still kept in heart and mind. It is not the best but it was one of the happiest thing happened in our life, right? At least now, we are appreciating the friends who stayed. I shouldn't be crying over you anymore, I'm done crying over for you. I'm thankful. You taught me things that I could never learn from family and other friends. You helped me develop some interest in cars, some qi kik moments while going up genting and etc. Knowing now you are with a bunch of gang, clicking with them and now they are your new family, I'm happy for you. At least I know you are being happy in your life. You go your way, and I will go my own way. Like my friend said, we should be loving ourself than being sad over someone that would not feel the same for us. I shall now announce to myself that from today onwards, no more crying over you. I'm absolutely over you. Thanks for all these years appearing in my life. I'm being thankful.
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