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February 20th, 2015 - the day where I had to live on without you
You were once,
the one who is always there for me
the one who is always making me laugh
the one who is always cracking up lame jokes
the one who is always carrying my stuff for me
the one who is always listening to my complaints
the one who is always protecting me over my not-so-good friends
the one who is always constantly reminding me how good am I
the one who is always making choices for me
the one who is always there to tell me, "everything will be alright"
the one who is always giving me a midnight call when you are bored
the one who is always cheering me up when I had fights with my family
the one who is always ready there for me to hit when I'm down
the one who is always concern about everything I'm doing
the one who is always been more than a friend & family to me
Now you are,
the one who makes me cry in the midnight
the one who makes me think about for 24/7
the one who makes me into a non-smiling person anymore
the one who makes me lost in the sense of direction
the one who makes me lost a thousand reason to smile
the one who makes me the sense of happiness
the one who makes me hide those memories of us
the one who makes me pretend that I'm fine without you
the one who makes me smile so fakely for celebrations
Yet I would want to thank you from the bottom of my heart,
for the love you had showed me
for the times you had spend with me
for the memories we had together
for the things we had done
for the happiness you once gave me
I forgive you,
for why giving up on us
for why you chose to ignore me
for why you never ask for an explanation
for why you let her slap me hard on my face
for why did you chose to leave
But I will never forget,
how much you meant to me
how much I loved you
how much I fell for you
how much I cared for you
how much I missed you
how much I did for you yet being treated this way
Now I just had to,
live on without you
moving forward step by step, without you
going through rough rocky roads, without you
celebrating happy things, without you
going to places we once promised, without you
DOING EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE, WITHOUT YOU
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6:09 PM
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