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Been away for half a year, WELL ALMOST! so how's everyone? How's things lately? For me, it has been neutral. Work stress, happy time spending with family and friends. More to workload life now. Just miss Melbourne's life where I can just wake up anytime I want and etc. Well, no one is going turn back their life, right? People will just going forward. So now, aim high and motivate for a better future, right? Alrighty! Cousins from the mom's side have been working with me and my brother for months. We were all quite happy spending working time together, LOL and a few of my colleagues :P We can joke and laugh in the office so loud that everyone is having fun while working. Well, this is a healthy way of working instead of being strangers or getting ourselves so stress up. We should be relax and therefore, we will work efficiently and would not look old faster :P Sometimes it is fun working for family tho, it can feel like hell as well. People think that I am lucky to work for family (family business) as I can go work anytime I wish. WELL, LOOK! YOU GOT IT TOTALLY WRONG! Maybe it is, for those lucky rich bastards, but not for me. I have to work full time, CANNOT BE LATE, and work 6 days a week! Those lucky bastards may only appear in office for 3-4 days a week or only appear for the first few hours everyday! That life, confirm is not mine! I usually stays longer than anyone of you who work for other people or might even be earlier than anyone of you. HAVE YOU SEEN SOMEONE WORKING FOR FAMILY WAKES AT 5AM AND REACH OFFICE AROUND 6AM ON SATURDAY JUST TO WORK THEIR ASS OFF?! NO?! right, because that is only me who will do that due to it is own family business. I am not complaining but I am tired of people who say how lucky I am to work for family and can choose any time to be in office. I only choose to smile instead of explaining because what they see is just nothing to do with me. I don't feel like explaining it at all. You won't understand as well. I do not need to prove to you anything. I just need to prove to myself, I know I will do well, I will do better than anyone of you, I will do much more to prove my capability to not disappoint my parents and also, the most important, I do my best to be successful! :)



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