how do we see which type of person is worth we loving for? isn't it based on feelings? why whenever we tried to love someone so much that it could hurt us? why first love never last? people always ask us to try for it, never try never know. we fight for the chance, we fight for what we believe in but every time we did that, it breaks our heart. we always choose the wrong person, all the time that makes us lose confidence. lose the spirit to fight for what we love, scared to try again. they always say that's the challenges, that's what we will go through in our life but do they know the pain we go through and how hard we going to climb back up again? do they know how hard it's to let go and put down the previous relationship's memories and to drop the feelings of scared to be heart broken again, feelings of unable to trust anyone again, feelings of afraid to be in love again?

i still remember those days where mom always told me to be smart and be aware of those guys who will cheat your feelings away. those days where we are so naive thinking that the parents' thoughts are all old fashioned way but that was the most precious advice from them. they want us to be happy, to have a real man who will love us forever and being treated like a princess and being taken care of when they are not beside us. a real man who will take over their responsibility to take care us in the future. i wouldn't blame my parents if they dislike the man i love because what they want to see is that i would find a man that i could trust and be relied to. yes, love between me and the man i love is important but i shouldn't be blind by it. i shall listen and keep the advice in mind, to find someone i truly love who can not only gives me everything, also for me to rely on, to take care of me, who will not cheat on me and also loves me no matter what. time is not important now, what is important, is not giving up. maybe at this moment, you couldn't meet the RIGHT ONE, but don't give up. one day, you will still meet your right one. everyone will be treated fairly. we have our chance to meet the right one.